it has been 5 months now since we said good-bye and decided it was best to stop his pain. i still wonder sometimes if i made the right decision. my husband says "WE" did. maybe? though i have to think we did. i swear it is like i love and miss him more each day.
tha day before he got so sick was a great day. when we got to the hospital that day he had opened one eye to give us a little wink (maybe that was just his way of saying good-bye) and was doing so well, who new that would be our last good day.
". . .There are certain people who come into your life, and leave a mark. . . Their place in your heart is tender; a bruise of longing, a pulse of unfinished business. Just hearing their names pushes and pulls at you in a hundred ways, and when you try to define those hundred ways, describe them even to yourself, words are useless."
— Sara Zarr
paula
Thinking of you and Wyatt and wishing we didn't have to pass these "milestones."
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for your losses. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Take care.
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