7 months

today is 7mths. since wyatt passed away, i don't think anyone even remembered, but maybe i expect too much out of others. who knows??
 not a day goes by that i do not think about him and all he would be if he were here with us still......
wish i had a million more pictures to share, oh the regrets i have over the final pictures not taken. i so wish i could draw because right now these beautiful moments from that day are in my head and i am just afraid they will fade with time..
didn't take any on his last day. and have been looking for something that portrays the sweet time we had together before we said goodbye...
found this and it was pretty perfect.....

jeremy held our sweet boy this exact same way........

and this is how i spent some of my time holding my precious boy.....

i still need this piece to add to my others....but i think it is wonderful how well the artist happened to depict our final time together.

paula

my dear sweet wyatt,
mommy misses you so much today. i wish you were here so i could love on you and hold you close. i wish this day held no meaning and was just a day like any other for us. i hope you know how very much you are loved and missed. take care of your brother's and sister's up there and watch over your brother and sister down here. i love you sweet boy. make a family sandwich for us all.
mommy