Family Fun Day

that is what today was ....and wasn't. my two monkey's are out of school for the week for spring break. so today we went to circus world (where else do you take monkey's) for some family fun. and fun it was....and wasn't...because some one was missing. he is always in my thoughts. he would have been (is?) 7mths on the 8th and he should be here with us. and not just in our hearts. i miss him so much and on a day like today when i am having such a great day with the family, all i can think is that HE should be here with us.

i was ready for a baby.....and just the little time we got to spend together, i could already tell he was soooo cool. i miss him what more can i say....

my son said it best the other day...he "liked it best before he knew about all this"(loss)....me too buddy, me too.

                                               i miss you, my little monkey...... we all do.

paula

p.s. if you haven't stopped by and prayed for Lucy yet, here is her mother's specific prayer request for today.

 Please pray specifically that God would continue to heal her back and she will not have any buildup of fluid. 

p.s.s. if you don't know about this wonderful mom yet, she could also use your prayers. she just said hello and goodbye to her second baby, Eli James, due to potter's syndrome.