today has just been a bad day.....too many tears.....to many uncaring people....to many people who don't think before the speak. life would be so much easier if you were here. not as many hurt feelings over stupid peoples comments. do i think mine and big d's life would be any different probably not ..but would i be able to handle him better if you were here and i felt somewhat hole probably. the only thing that keeps me hanging on is your brother and sister and i know they ned me here. but i need you here,and you are not and how is that ever going to be ok? my little man ..my babies....i am so sorry i wish i could have doon better for you. i know that now it doesn't really matter but i will try harder with the time i have left. i will try.
mommy
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