wow... where has the time gone. i can remember your birth like it was yesterday. the thought of you not being here, re-breaks my heart everytime. how do i go on with out you here? why did it have to be you, no theat's not right why does it have to be any baby. i miss you so much, it makes me feel hollow inside. how do i do this? how do i go on?
went by your grave today. iwanted to, but c-man was the one who suggested it. he is such a good big brother. you are all ready for christmas, no doubt about that. now if i could just get ready for christmas, your brother and sister would certainly appreciate that. i just can't seem to find the christmas spirit here at home. i just don't feel like putting anything up if you can't be here to enjoy it with us. and it doesn't help that i haven't been able to go back to work and don't even really have the money for christmas this year.
i miss you ..... i love you.... i don't know what i am suppoese to do without you.
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