your brother came in looking for love right now and i just don't have it to give. i am spent i have nothing left to give and then when i think i am ready to pull myself up again, i take it upon myself to feel guilty about somethinf new and kick myself back down again. when am i ever going to feel better. is it when we decide to try again or when we decide not to ever try again. will it be the very end when i get to see all my babies again someday and if that is when it is going to be how long is that going to take? because i need a timeline something to hold onto and what i have right now feels like nothing.
mommy
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