i am tired...

 i am tired...of being me, of playing this game, of putting up this "facade", of worrying about everybody else and whose feelings i am going to hurt and who i am going to let down.....i am tired.

i am tired of expectations and dreams unfulfilled and having to be everything to everyone.

i am tired of being tired!! i am tired of pain...emotional and physical, imagined and real.

i am just tired.

maybe i should go to bed..

paula